Love Just Hold On

* inspired by his mistakes by usher


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boy you have to understand i dont confine to anyone
because anyone who ever said that "they'll be here" ; left
i want to love you the way you love me but its hard for you to understand why i cant
no one understands what it takes to be me,
a girl with a cold heart,
scarred by his mistakes,
left with a broken heart
& still looking for the pieces,
a girl who goes day by day hoping she will change
& turn back into the warm hearted girl she used to be,
its ashame i didnt meet you before because your the right guy for me
the type you only read about in dem stories with fairies,
my mind is ready & willing to give you my all
but my heart is protecting itself from the thought of being hurt again & going thru so much agony,
im scared to love you & i'm also scared to lose you
but i know if i dont let my guard down soon you will leave me
im sorry if im being selfish & making you pay for his mistakes
but in time i'll pay you back with my love
don't think i'm taking your love & kindness for granted
just understand where im coming from
so just give me a moment to pull myself together
& to have one last cry to wipe away all my pain & sadness
before i enjoy the endless love you'll be giving me
& from then i'll be ready to love you
  but for now love just hold on ...

- By me Angela