Museum of Sex

The other day I went to the Museum of Sex, and it was pretty interesting. I don't think I've seen so many dicks and boobs in my life. Check out some pictures I took. Enjoy :)

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"NO expectations NO disappointments"

i often miss this little girl whos dreams had no barriers 

who believed in a world where anything is possible 

with a heart that was full and unbroken

me as a child :)

As cold as you

I found this poem in my diary, it was dated December 3rd, 2007 at 2:23 am.I was 17 years young. It was actually a ripped out page I planned on throwing out. But I found it crumpled up in the middle of my diary, clearly I was pissed off haha. Enjoy :)

As Cold As You

  I put up walls and painted them in a shade of grey

because never again will I get my heart broken that way

time has passed and life went on 

never again will I sing a sad song

I blame you for making me this way

 I'm just mad because now
that men after you have to pay

pay the price of dating a girl whose heart is as cold as ice 

who puts up guards and never fights

never fights for what she wants because shes scared 

scared of love, scared of commitment 

you're the one who made me like this 

and karma is a bitch

one day this will all come back to you 

and I hope one day someone makes your heart feel blue

because your the reason why I am as cold as you

by me Angela

To everyone going through something

Everything will be okay in the end

if its not okay, its not the end

- unknown

Remember

When you look at a person

any person
remember that everyone has a story 
evryone has gone through something that has changed them 
- unknown

I always tell my family/friends a broken heart heels with time & then i found this

Love this

Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.

Til it happens to you

love her  & this song <3

My horoscope

Its crazy how horoscopes can really relate to a person. I read mine today & I swear i felt like this when I woke up....pretty scary. I put it below. By the way I'm a leo....raooww ! 

Saturday, Mar 13th, 2010 -- You may feel as if you are getting mixed messages from someone you love, but you are probably a bit confused all on your own. It's easy to be so idealistic today that you become discouraged when anything falls short of perfection. But, of course, it's not likely that others can live up to your high expectations. You'll be happier if you can be more flexible and refrain from sharing all your judgments now


I read my horoscope daily at www.tarot.com you should read yours too ! 

Lil Wayne

So before Lil Wanye went to jail he made a twitter.I absolutely positively loved his tweets. Mainly because most of them had something to do with love and if you read my blog you would know LOVE is my best friend and I LOVE her :). Below are my favorite tweets from him. Enjoy.

...nothing but love.

life is a movie,let love play its role.

love hurts.love heals.love hard.

born to love,so i'll die without.

Love is a beautiful lie which most prefer when the truth hurts.

love is in the air...inhale exhale

Lu©k happens wen preparation meets opportunity...love happens wen I meet u.

Stop..............in the name of love

trying to spend my love wisely

more time to love

love is the key,open up.

i love you.

welkome to my department store of love,where 1 size fits all.

for i am only a lovebird...."please don't shoot me down"

what is to love,must endure pain

klumsy me,i've fallen for you.

#follow your love

love is a circle....stay in it or around it.......just dont end up out of shape.

love,i am your shadow.

love is a road without signs yet we still drive bekuz we kan only imagine whats ahead.

love.

 

love is a virtue.

if love is everywhere,i'll never end up in the middle of nowhere.

aint it funny how love finds you in your darkest place...?

if its held in your heart,u kant let go.

* click here to follow lil wayne on twitter 

Guard your heart before all else, for it determines the course of you life. Proverbs 4:23

The Climb

I know a lot of people who don't like this song. But I feel like they don't listen to the words just cause its Miley Cyrus. But LISTEN TO THE WORDS! Its a very inspirational song. Enjoy !

My journey

Two weeks ago I went to a very popular modeling agency called Wilhelmina Models. I went in for an open call, but I got denied. "I wasn't what what they where looking for at the time". I was really upset because that's the modeling agency that I reallllllllly wanted to get signed to because their very open minded about different body types. But this week I plan to go to FORD Models and Elite Model Management so wish me luck !! I'm 5'10 and photogenic I must not let my talent go to waste !

Worth

I wrote this poem on my 18th birthday in a car to Virgina Beach on my cell phone. I recently found it in my email and decided to post this. I call this more of a list rather than a poem only because its really long but enjoy ....

Worth

What am I looking for in a Man?

Strong affectionate caring & kind

Those are just a few qualities in what I want to call
mine

He can’t talk to the talk if he can’t walk it

He has to be a man of his words & never back down

Be that person that gets rid of all my frowns

He has to be able to please me physically mentally
& spiritually

Physically not only in the bedroom but in public knowing
when to hold my hand & when not to

Knowing when to hug & kiss me when the time is
just right

A man who in front of his boys can give me a kiss
goodbye & not feel embarrassed by it

He has knows how to physically respect me as a woman
& to never lay hand on me the wrong way & touch me gently every single
day

I need a man who can be with me not only for my physical
appearance but because of my mind, personality, & mentality

All the type of ways I think

I want him to know what I’m thinking as if he were me

Be able to pick something out at a store in a way I
would

I don’t want our minds to be alike but I want him to have
an understanding of what I think

I want this man to be able to look at me & know if
something’s wrong

To know even if I’m smiling I’m covering up something

To know that as much as I seem strong & heartless

That I do have a heart & not to hurt it

To know that I believe in love

& if he’s not ready for that to leave before I get
hurt

He has to know that I put walls up & hide my
feelings

He has to know how to get behind those walls & get
to know the side of me no one knows

He has to want to do this because he has to know I won’t
force him

Spiritually this man has to connect with me &
connect with God

He has to know I don’t like to attend church but I do
pray

& that I do thank god for my blessings everyday

He doesn’t has to believe in my God but believe in
some type of God or have a hint of spirituality

Only so I know there isn’t a demon dwelling deep
inside of him

This man has to be everything & more

Not be an accessory but to compliment me

Be there for me & love me unconditionally

Be the man I’ve been waiting for

Be able to shut my eyes to all other men

Be able to take my breath away & always have me
head over heels

To always be spontaneous with his actions

He can’t make me think he loves me

He has to make me have to know

He has to understand that I got my own

& I don’t need him & if worse comes to worse

My heart is strong enough to leave him

He has to have his own

Education, money & things in that nature

Just so I know that we’re on the same path

He has to have the same drive as me

If not better

He has to strive to happy

& on his days where he isn’t in the best mindset

He has to know that he can come to me with anything

To know that I’m his rock & he’s mine

& whatever problem he has it also becomes mine

He has to understand when I need space & when I
want closure

He has to know everything about me

He has allow me into his heart knowing I won’t break
it

He has to know that I’m here to stay as long as he
treats me right

He has to have a friendship with my friends & a
bond with my family

He has to be everything times more

A man like this I can’t find in some store

A man like this I can’t find at all

Because a man like this has to find me

& when he does he will recognize half of himself
in me

He’s a man that can help himself & knows when he
sees me that by being with me he is finally is complete

Our connection will be so strong words wont even being
to describe it

A love & a bond like this only god will be able to
prescribe it

He will know when he’s sees me we should’ve been
together since birth

You may think I’m asking for a lot

But it’s only because I only ask for what I’m worth

By Me...Angela

Funny stuff

Love this

"Someday & One-day AREN'T days of the week... remember that"

Sade

Shes just so beautiful & talented

<3 her 

 

Too True

When you're dreaming with a broken heart

the waking up is the hardest part-John Mayer

* click here to hear song

BIttersweet Symphony

Dear Summer....

Everyone misses you. You wouldn't believe how much your talked about. Your pretty much a big deal, especially in New York because that bitch Winter is so harsh. But you guys never met because of Fall and Spring. But shes no one special to meet anyway. I miss you dearly. Even when I'm upset or mad I can just go outside and feel the heat you bring and it automatically brings me joy. God knew what he was doing when he created you Summer. Your beautiful and warm. You bring everything to life. You make me want to be around you for life. I'm happy you go away though because if you didn't I wouldn't love you so much. Like they say absence makes the heart grow founder. Well I'm just writing you this letter just to say see you soon Summer.

- xoxo Angie

if my heart was a home

Filled with everything you ever dreamed of 

happiness, laughter,excitment & more

everytime you pay a visit, you'd never be alone

if my heart was a house you'd be home
By me...Angie 

Overall

In life 

 We get grades

We will gets A', B's, C's D's & even F's 

but when the day comes when we have to average out all our grades 

What will yours be?

Just make sure your overall average is worth showing off 

- Angela

LoveStoned

LoveStoned

A state of mind where you can only think about one person -the ultimate state of love. Your mind is just shut down, and all you can think about is him/her.

Simple Autograph

Everybody wants you

but they just cant have you
Everyone looks for you 

but some have a hard time finding you

some people have you

some people had you

some people don't believe

all some do is dream

I'm a dreamer & a believer 

but lately you've got me questioning 

your demeanor

what I'm seeing & feeling 

feels so unreal

I know what you are 

because I felt you before 

but now I'm not even a believer anymore

Love am I a fool to believe in you?

or is this one of your games?

if so I'm so ashamed 

because I'm your number one fan 

& all i wanted you was to sign my heart

just a simple autograph...
By Me ...Angela